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03

Jun
2012

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By Natalie

enjoying the impractical.

On 03, Jun 2012 | 2 Comments | In sharing | By Natalie

cheers to summer.

did you feel it today?
were you in it?
were you all about it?
were you absorbed?

on days like these my
{sometimes too serious}
soul
needs to be reminded
to do things.
just to do them.

somedays my
{often too serious}
soul
needs to be reminded
to be a bit less practical
and just
enjoy.

lucky for me.
i have friends who help
my soul
remember
to
play.

and enjoy
the impractical.

so instead of going out
to get some practical
food item like breakfast,
lunch or dinner.
she & i went to get
(of all impractical things)
a sweet.

at this place…

yum indeed!
while i’ve had a few treats
from this fabulous
establishment over the years,
i’d never before set foot in
their cafe.
and boy oh boy have i been
missing out.
so
one fork-full at at time,
as summer surrounded us
this
{sometimes a little too serious}
soul
was gently reminded to
forget about all the things
she wasn’t doing
and instead
kick her feet up,
grab a fork
and just enjoy.

 

cheers.
to sweets.
to my friends who teach me.
to enjoying the impractical.

oh and
dear summer…
cheers to you.

– n.

02

Jun
2012

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By Natalie

extended vacation

On 02, Jun 2012 | 3 Comments | In exploring | By Natalie

I took a little vacation. A little Memorial Day vacation. Ok, well sort of a long Memorial Day vaction. An  e x t e n d e d  Memorial Day vacation to be exact. I returned Thursday night as the sun was turning all things a milky orange color during the best time of day, dusk.


My couple of short airplane flights took me this time to Los Angles to visit a friend, two friends actually, the ocean, the mountains, the taco trucks and the sunshine. 

Quality time spent romping around LA with each of these friends of old was exactly what I had been looking for. 

The ocean was just as I remembered her — brilliant, strong, always changing, yet comfortingly consistent. 

The mountains? They were perfect (as mountains often seem to be). 



And finally, judging by the rumblings of burritos still in my stomach and the skin on my nose starting to rebel by coming off of me — I think the  e x t e n d e d  Memorial Day vacation was fairly successful.


How was your Memorial Day??


best,
natalie.

01

Jun
2012

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By Natalie

bus 21.

On 01, Jun 2012 | 7 Comments | In exploring | By Natalie

Upon my arrival this evening at the infamous MSP International Airport, my ride home didn’t quite work out…


(i.e. I didn’t have one)


so, I decided to give the public transit a go. The Light Rail from Lindbergh Terminal to Lake Street/Hiawatha exit to bus 21. No trouble at all.

As I smashed my way onto bus 21 with my backpack in front and my biking satchel in back, I took up more room than anyone really approved of. 


Then…


Two strollers with heaving, tired Moms behind them joined us on bus 21.


The man sitting across from me had a long, thick and full grayed beard. He even had a walking stick.


“What’s in the bag sweetheart? Looks heavy.”


Ahhh. He was talking to me? I was not quite prepared for bus interactions so his question caught me off guard.


“Oh, ummm… you know, clothes, a camera, socks….”


(Socks? Did I really just say socks?!)


“You know, I know these streets like nobody else ’round here. You know why?”


(My still somewhat surprised green eyeballs just staring at him seemed to indicate it was a good time for him to continue).


“Well, I used to biked up and down these here streets in the older days. Hell, I even remember the first time I saw a spotlight in the sky! Some thought it was aliens, but not me! I just took off on my biked, ridin fast I could toward’ it. And you know what it was? It was Target’s grand opening! Can you believe that??”


(No, I really couldn’t).


The next few people made their way onto the bus. Baby strollers exchanged places and kids seemed to sorely out number parents at every block. I watched as this Full-bearded Man with The Walking Stick interacted with nearly every individual who passed him. He gingerly, at one point, leaned down to pick up some litter than others (like myself) had merely stepped over. As one of the mother’s with a full stroller began exiting the bus, he stood up and shouted a, 


“Don’t come on! A Mom with a stroller is gettin off!!”


(He winked at me).


The next batch of kids walked by him in breathless wonder with one little girl exclaiming from the top of her lungs,


“Holy ****! It’s Santa!!!”


This Full-bearded Man with a Walking Stick put his finger up to his lips and leaned down to the little girl,


“Shhhh… don’t let the adults know. See you at Christmas sweetie!”


As the bus began approaching Pillsbury Ave, I stood up to make my move. 


“You know your stop backpack girl? Often people stare off into space and forget to get off at the stop they want. I always try to help people get right where they’re trying to go. You remember your stop?”


(Yes sir, I do in fact remember my stop).


“Maybe I’ll see you again someday. I seem to always be riding the 21. It’s a great bus.”


We exchanged a “peace” as I scrambled through the bus doors that always seem to close quicker than they should.


And as I walked away from Lake Street and bus 21, I realized people like that — like that Fully-bearded Man with the Walking Stick — they’re magic. 


Bus 21. I think I might just have to ride you again ….


   
cheers,
n.





16

May
2012

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By Natalie

wednesday specials

On 16, May 2012 | One Comment | In noticing | By Natalie

since beginning
this new year
wednesdays have become something very special.


i can’t tell you
it’s a “special wednesday.”
because these wednesdays,
they keep coming.
after every 7 sleeps, actually.
that’s why i should call it,
something like:


the wednesday specials.


i do many things
on my 
weekly wednesday specials.


things that might look like nothing
to many.
but it’s something.
it is.


do you know how i know?


well, it’s when that “special” happens.


the special of
…watching a 4 year-old discover how 
to count to $1 million.


the special of…learning new words
like “veteranarian” then deciding
right then and there
that you might want to be that.


the special of…
interruptions and calculations.


the special of…
thinking you know when
you don’t. 


or maybe it’s just the special of…
spinning the wheel.


and taking a LIFE tile.

see what i mean?
the wednesday specials.


– n.



15

May
2012

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By Natalie

never stop.

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It just keeps going….

It’s like a drug really. I start and I just can’t seem to get enough. So I search more and more and more, around this corner, through this link, onto that blog and halfway through that book.

That’s why what I’m doing now — researching, writing, asking, searching, learning, creating — it seems to fit. Yes, it seems to fit, nicely.

Almost perfectly. Like I’ve always been meaning to do it. Like I know it. It feels right. Comfortable. Kind of like my favorite pair of jeans. Nothing flashy or out of this world-ly. Just a bit faded, a little stretched, blue, blue jeans. Familiar, really.

I think I’ll just keep going then.

Keep learning. Never stop.

Stopping seems impossible. So I think I won’t.

13

May
2012

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By Natalie

mom’s day.

On 13, May 2012 | One Comment | In noticing | By Natalie

on the days it was easy
and on the days
it was hard.


thanks for choosing.
thanks for choosing.


because it’s actually made
all the difference.


happy mother’s day
Mom.


– n.




to see the real fun mother’s day
post
visit here.

10

Apr
2012

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By Natalie

hill running.

On 10, Apr 2012 | 2 Comments | In noticing | By Natalie

this week.
i’m hanging with three 
of my very favorite
young man 
souls.


this morning,
when two of those
young man souls and myself
were out for a blustery
morning stroll,
we did a lot of running.

these boys like the run.
just about everywhere.

even up hills.
(it’s truly inspiring).

there was a particular hill
that dropped nearly
straight down

and one little man
insisted on running
up & down it
…six times.

after having run up it once myself,
i stood at the top
shouting down my encouragement:

“you can do it! 
yeah!! 
alright! 
almost there!”

this little runner man,
i started to notice,
would deliberately stop
multiple times
in the middle of his climb.

he would look straight at me
just waiting–
to hear me call his name
with encouragement.

when i asked him why
he stopped half way up the hill
he responded with a shrug,
“just like to hear
ya call my name.”

it’s good to be known.

and it’s so very good 
to be seen.

isn’t it?

– n.

08

Apr
2012

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By Natalie

love wins // happy easter.

On 08, Apr 2012 | No Comments | In wondering | By Natalie

a couple of years ago
when my ways of understanding
the world
and my existence within it
began to crumble and change,
i asked a friend
that i respected so greatly
and trusted so deeply
why…
why does it matter?
why does Easter matter?
she paused.
she held my question.
even the contempt and skepticism
in my voice.
she held them gently.
“because”
she responded calmingly.
“because it reminds us that
love always wins.”
always? i asked.
“yes. love always wins.”
perhaps you are unpacking
just what exactly this day means
to you
to the world
to the course of human history.
perhaps you are, like me
still wondering and unpacking
just exactly
what that could mean…
regardless, may i just share this?
yesterday,
i stopped and took a moment
to bid the sun a nice goodbye,
and the last raze’s of sun
whispered to me…
reminding of those words
from my friend:
“always.
always.
always.
love wins.”
love wins.
happy easter friends.

 

06

Apr
2012

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By Natalie

being simple.

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lots of days 
it all feels very complicated.
too much this 
too much that 
being pulled
here and being asked
there. whew.

and the inside.
the thoughts the wonderings
that could never be put to
pen.
because they couldn’t.
if they were,
they might after all 
(be true).

but when there is time
to just settle in.
and find that place of
being
somewhere inside
that only i know.
only i can reach.

i realize it is all very simple.
and there is not much
that can be known.

because being after all…

it just 

is.

it just is.


– n.





16

Feb
2012

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By Natalie

tips from a friend.

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i got the chance
to spend the afternoon
with an young friend
today.
a special treat.

i learned a few things by just

being
with him.
perhaps i thought you might like to
hear.

ready?

number one:
read-a-louds really do
make car trips
go by faster.

number two: 
when excited, jump up and down because
actions really do speak
louder than words.

number three:
hold hands.
it’s more fun.

number four:
if the opportunity presents itself
paint your face to match your
shirt.

number five:
your never too old
{or too young}
to throw your head back
and enjoy a good
knock-knock joke.

number six:
every place is just another
opportunity
to make new people 
fall in love with you.
 
life lessons
people.
 
– n.